The  Dance
~ Linda Harrington,  RNC
Fear and anxiety are my constant  companions.
I am often on the brink of tears:  my feelings of inadequacy are
overwhelming at  times.
I am positive that I learned  nothing in nursing school.
I am filled with  doubt.
The nurses around me are moving to  music I cannot hear.
Gracefully and efficiently they  complete their tasks
I watch this ballet of competency  fearing I will never learn to dance.
For now, I will mimic the steps as  best I can.
Time  passes…
 
A metamorphosis  occurs.
Experience dispels the uncertainty  I once felt.
I realize it was not expected that  I feel comfortable.
A novice never  does.
Mentors emerge; acting as  choreographers, they demonstrate the
Intricacies of the  dance.
They insist on perfection and  practice.
They move aside when they are sure  I’ve learned the steps.
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